Monday, March 29, 2010

You're The Liar (New Song Lyrics)

if everything were invisible,
then nothing else would come to pass,
and nothing else would matter less
than the fact that no one could see me.
i ramble, i rant in this unworldly tone,
i scramble to find whats already been known,
yet it can't free me.

a day free of sin is all that i find
that can hold back the longings that i left behind
to prove to you that nothing can be called a dream
when you're visible to me.

and so now you're gone
and i can breathe easy
to know that it's done.

i lived like i died when you walked away
i find that there will never be less to say
you don't understand, but i always cared
excuse me, i lied, but i used to care

i search for a day free of sin, and i find
that it takes away the pain i hold inside
i'll prove to you this nightmare can't be called a dream
as long as your here with to me.

i fell from graces
into a world of hate
you streched your arms out
only to drown me in the wake

you're a liar
and i know now, you're not what you seemed
such a liar
and i wish i'd awake from this dream
abandon this hope for redemption
forget all the tension
and walk away, walk away
blindfold pulled tight.

a day free of sin
the pain held within
i know now that i should have died.

you're the liar.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

just a thought....

fear, feel
the pain renewed
i laugh at the thought.
nothing new
to me.
pain is never real
just a thought
in a mind.
the darkness unfolds
and i show my true colors
in the light
and it blinds me
to your glaring eyes.
you are useless to me
yet i long to see
you accept me for me.
i can't be better
than what i have been
but failure is as far from reach
as success seems to be.
i fall
but no ground to embrace me
just the eyes
i cannot see.
i showed you who i am
now the hate brings the pain.
just a thought
in a mind.
never any more
than a thought
in a mind.

but it feels so real.