if everything were invisible,
then nothing else would come to pass,
and nothing else would matter less
than the fact that no one could see me.
i ramble, i rant in this unworldly tone,
i scramble to find whats already been known,
yet it can't free me.
a day free of sin is all that i find
that can hold back the longings that i left behind
to prove to you that nothing can be called a dream
when you're visible to me.
and so now you're gone
and i can breathe easy
to know that it's done.
i lived like i died when you walked away
i find that there will never be less to say
you don't understand, but i always cared
excuse me, i lied, but i used to care
i search for a day free of sin, and i find
that it takes away the pain i hold inside
i'll prove to you this nightmare can't be called a dream
as long as your here with to me.
i fell from graces
into a world of hate
you streched your arms out
only to drown me in the wake
you're a liar
and i know now, you're not what you seemed
such a liar
and i wish i'd awake from this dream
abandon this hope for redemption
forget all the tension
and walk away, walk away
blindfold pulled tight.
a day free of sin
the pain held within
i know now that i should have died.
you're the liar.
Monday, March 29, 2010
Thursday, January 7, 2010
just a thought....
fear, feel
the pain renewed
i laugh at the thought.
nothing new
to me.
pain is never real
just a thought
in a mind.
the darkness unfolds
and i show my true colors
in the light
and it blinds me
to your glaring eyes.
you are useless to me
yet i long to see
you accept me for me.
i can't be better
than what i have been
but failure is as far from reach
as success seems to be.
i fall
but no ground to embrace me
just the eyes
i cannot see.
i showed you who i am
now the hate brings the pain.
just a thought
in a mind.
never any more
than a thought
in a mind.
but it feels so real.
the pain renewed
i laugh at the thought.
nothing new
to me.
pain is never real
just a thought
in a mind.
the darkness unfolds
and i show my true colors
in the light
and it blinds me
to your glaring eyes.
you are useless to me
yet i long to see
you accept me for me.
i can't be better
than what i have been
but failure is as far from reach
as success seems to be.
i fall
but no ground to embrace me
just the eyes
i cannot see.
i showed you who i am
now the hate brings the pain.
just a thought
in a mind.
never any more
than a thought
in a mind.
but it feels so real.
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