Anymore

death sounds all too apealing
to a person on their last rope
dont bother to try and understand
there is no rhyme or reason
just kill me quickly
i can not do it myself
cut away that piece you made
inside of my heart
i love you
but you dont believe me
anymore

My Plague

i slave
waste life
trying to find
reason
i tried
but i wont
ever understand
this sick, twisted game
maybe i am
a liar.
but then why
do i feel this
kill me inside
fuck this life
just run and hide
forget
forget
but never
forgive
hold an unexplained
disdain
and i will
do the same.
take a deep breath
and rip out this plague
my plague.