Why?

Never, have I ever had a better friend,
Always, with me until the end.
Short, is the time that we had together.
Long, will I wish that I could have been better.
Then, you told me to run, I listened, no questions
Now, I wish Bravery had been in my possesion.
Easy, was telling you all of my dreams.
Hard, was having you taken from me.
Everything, was fine when you were around.
Nothing, can fill this void I have found,
Deep, inside me. I hate to seem so
Shallow, so selfish, unable to let go,
Accept, what has happened, see that you're gone.
Deny, my memories, make myself move on.
Forget, you and all that we did. No, I must
Remember, all that we fought through and trust
Living, is the right thing to do, but truly, (I'm)
Dying, inside without you to guide me.
Why did you leave me, Best Friend?
Why did I leave you, as you met your end?
How can you forgive me, I abandoned you?
How can I believe, it was what you wanted me to do?



I miss you.



In memory of Pete. I can't forget you. The first friend I would die for, but you beat me to it. Why couldn't you have just let me stay? I feel like I let you die. I miss you.