In The Mirror

It truly burns me inside
to know that I must abide
by the decisions you had to make
and when I try to sleep, my body aches
my mind screams, my soul writhes
and I hope you know I cannot survive
without you
and it stays true
my feelings never went away
they will always be right here to stay
and though you have yet to break his hold
I cannot give in, I refuse to fold
but although I will not shed an outward tear
I hate what I see when I look In The Mirror