Confliction

I won't allow my own weakness to stop me
I cannot see anything but what what I must set free.
And if I die before it's through,
then at least I know it's safe for you.
I don't want to cause dicomfort,
But despite my greatest effort,
I'm losing to him, I'm losing my mind.
I only hope is it's in God's grand design
that I save you from everything inside of this shell,
and keep you away from my personal hell.
And I hope in the end, when all's said and done
that I will be the only one
left standing.
Then I'm all yours.