You're The Liar (New Song Lyrics)

if everything were invisible,
then nothing else would come to pass,
and nothing else would matter less
than the fact that no one could see me.
i ramble, i rant in this unworldly tone,
i scramble to find whats already been known,
yet it can't free me.

a day free of sin is all that i find
that can hold back the longings that i left behind
to prove to you that nothing can be called a dream
when you're visible to me.

and so now you're gone
and i can breathe easy
to know that it's done.

i lived like i died when you walked away
i find that there will never be less to say
you don't understand, but i always cared
excuse me, i lied, but i used to care

i search for a day free of sin, and i find
that it takes away the pain i hold inside
i'll prove to you this nightmare can't be called a dream
as long as your here with to me.

i fell from graces
into a world of hate
you streched your arms out
only to drown me in the wake

you're a liar
and i know now, you're not what you seemed
such a liar
and i wish i'd awake from this dream
abandon this hope for redemption
forget all the tension
and walk away, walk away
blindfold pulled tight.

a day free of sin
the pain held within
i know now that i should have died.

you're the liar.

just a thought....

fear, feel
the pain renewed
i laugh at the thought.
nothing new
to me.
pain is never real
just a thought
in a mind.
the darkness unfolds
and i show my true colors
in the light
and it blinds me
to your glaring eyes.
you are useless to me
yet i long to see
you accept me for me.
i can't be better
than what i have been
but failure is as far from reach
as success seems to be.
i fall
but no ground to embrace me
just the eyes
i cannot see.
i showed you who i am
now the hate brings the pain.
just a thought
in a mind.
never any more
than a thought
in a mind.

but it feels so real.

Anymore

death sounds all too apealing
to a person on their last rope
dont bother to try and understand
there is no rhyme or reason
just kill me quickly
i can not do it myself
cut away that piece you made
inside of my heart
i love you
but you dont believe me
anymore

My Plague

i slave
waste life
trying to find
reason
i tried
but i wont
ever understand
this sick, twisted game
maybe i am
a liar.
but then why
do i feel this
kill me inside
fuck this life
just run and hide
forget
forget
but never
forgive
hold an unexplained
disdain
and i will
do the same.
take a deep breath
and rip out this plague
my plague.

Things Will Be Better

Your strength is amazing, you fight to hold on,
but things will be better when I'm gone.
My beautiful girl, don't shed a tear,
but it will be simpler without me here.
And though you say everything will be fine,
it just can't be, 'cause when you're mine
your world turns its back: you are forsaken.
Will I not be happy till everything's taken
that you hold dear?
This cut will sear
with the pain of loss, but only for awhile;
I have to give in, I will fail this trial.
I will not force you to endure
this terrible torment anymore.
So following suit of the Prodigal Son,
things will be better when I'm gone.

The real question is can I leave at all.

I Don't Like Saying It, But...

Please don't think that I'm the cure.
I'm not quite sure I can endure
such a task,
but you'll ask,
and I still have to say
this is not the way
to make me love you.
But I really do
not want to hurt such a good friend.
But in the end
I love her.
I still bleed for another.

And I'm so sorry

The Madman

I see a madman in my dreams.
I feel my hate bursting the seams
of my carefully constructed
shell; my pain's erupted,
and as the madman chuckles
I feel my legs begin to buckle.
So I lunge, I catch his throat,
and just as I begin to choke
the life from him, he screams,
"You fool; not all is as it seems"
and then I see
this terrible madman is really me

Now what?